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PainI blamed myself for everythingPain by MyLoveForYouEternity
There was nothing that I did was wrong
but I felt the need to be gone
I needed to let this pain go away
I never knew what was wrong
but all the hatred has killed me inside
I pretend that everything is alright
but deep down I hold the pain inside
I can't take this anymore
All these memories tear me apart
It must of been all my fault
after all I was never meant to be Born
I blamed myself for all the hate
Everything that happened was always my fault
The pain and hatred deep inside
I burden myself within this wall
I need to let all the tears fall to the ground
I never had a friend
I never had a family
I wish that my life were to end
Cause after all I am a mistake to begin with
There was nobody within my life
I never had somebody to care for me
I wish this pain was gone forever
Cause deep inside its tearing me apart
I hold all the pain deep inside
Cause after all everything was my fault
I wish my life was over
than maybe I won't feel this regret no more
Playing the AngelPlaying the Angel:Playing the Angel by theShadowGrove
I do everything for you.
Watching my eyes turn red,
My soul turn black.
It's not so easy where I come from;
Doing so much good for you
Has done so much bad for me.
I'm not a saint,
I never pretended to be.
I'm not some mythical force for good,
Some epitome of light;
I am dark.
I am evil.
Yet for you I play the angel;
And the more I drag myself one way for you,
The more I'm sucked back in to where I belong.
Playing the Angel:
Everything I do for you, gone to waste.
Watching my eyes glow red,
My soul fade to black
As it turns to dirt, to smoke, to dust, to shadow, to nothing.
Playing the Angel
Is pain and suffering
(In various tempos).
Bloodied HeartsI looked around at the world with disgust, day in and day out. Everyone describes the world in blues or greens.Bloodied Hearts by DarkTrappedDesire
I describe it in red. Blood red. Not bright, or faded. Only dark, sickening red.
Most people know the expression 'blood on your hands'. Well, for me it's more than an expression. It's life.
I can really see it. Every person, every being that I've ever seen has some. Yes, even I have some.
The worst part is that it doesn't go away. I've tried washing it off, even covering it with the real thing. But no, it's still there and it won't wash away.
It's an odd thing when I walk down the street. Everywhere I look, it's on every person.
Some people only have it on their hands. Some people have it on their feet, and occasionally on their clothes. That's how bad it is.
Their's no way to escape it, but that doesn't mean I don't try to. I don't let people touch me, and rarely do I let them get near me at all.
It's a lonely life, but it's easier than being near someone that you can see wh
Me and My True MaskI stay inside myself, only letting a mask of the true me out.Me and My True Mask by DarkTrappedDesire
Only I'm allowed to see the real me, since anyone else would break it.
The mask I put out is the one everyone wants to see,
The one the world accepts.
They don't want the real me,
the one that looks battered and bruised from before.
No, they want the prestige image that's from everyone's dreams,
not the reality.
My mask is my only friend, though my mask has plenty of friends.
I will forever be with my mask, and my mask only,
Since my mask is the only one that accepts the true me.
But once I met someone, they didn't like my mask.
We asked them why and they said they could see past it,
and thought the mask I put up was worse.
That day I didn't understand, but that person wanted to take away my mask,
To let out the true me and speak with them face to face.
I ran, for my mask was too soft to this person, too transparent,
and that scared me.
My mask was my only friend, and it shall stay as my only friend,
While the world sees the
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✖ Age: 15|
✖ Gender: Female
✖ Orientation: Assexualist.
✖ Relationship Status: Forever alone.
✖ Current Residence: USA
✖Where I'm from; I be from the planet Earth ... oh, and from Poland ;3
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